Alienated

Sacrifice

All about you think

Only out my bad

Everything that I gave

Only a wasting

Asking you everyday

What should I do

To make you

Happier beside me

Something

That make you .. happy

I know

The way to make you happy

Even you said only in your heart

You only need

All you think daily

But do you realize

It fulls of my love sacrifice to you

Tear of blood I was crying

My soul looks like burning

Everybreath like a despair

But all things I give is nothing to you

Nothing to you

But even you don’t realize

How big is my love

Everything is okay

If you happy

-his-

How Will You Know

The rain was stopped

Every time you hurt me

The water at drop

Is replaced by my tears

Something that always out

Something that always forgotten

The scratch always found

The wound always opened

Whenever you do

Your selfishness

Over and over

Over and over again

How will you know

My heart is broken

How will you know

My heart is deeply drown

You always happy

Whenever see my fake smile

Maybe you always happy

Because whatever you want is fulfill it be

But something you must know

I can’t handle it forever

-his-

I think there are too much differences between us and the other people’s. Perhaps many people have their own thought about meaning of love, rules, and how to show it. Some people want those physical things such a flowers, chocolate, poem, even love letter. The other want some real touch.. maybe as a hugs and kisses, or more of them. So there are many interpretations about love that cannot be said by words or shown by an action.

For us, it is important to show our feelings by words because we realize that we can’t read each other mind for sure (i hope we can!). Actually I.. or he isn’t a romantic, we even don’t feel like to be a poet or something like that but.. One time, at our first met, yeah, like the other couple we also spend a lot of times to chit-chat, talking about ridiculous things.. At the time that we’re struggling, maybe we can’t talk for a long time.. But we still send some stuff, which will be a perfect memory right now when we want to remember our good in the past, we can open and read over and over again those poem.. made by himself..

Be The One

Everytime I see you

It brings me to the past

Remember our

Good story happened

Everywhere I walk

You are always on my mind

Make me fillin’ up with love

Eventhough it was hard

Make me as the one who can

Loving you forever

I know it isn’t always bright

Even in just a faith

My love is never end for you

Even you make me hurt

Even you shout to me

It won’t change

Anything.. Everything..